Monday, January 4, 2016

Musings


“You guys can have your free time,” I said as I dismissed my roommates after our discussion. This has been a routine for me and for most teachers who are staying with students at the school - a bit of activity and lengthy conversation every night. 

I have been a room teacher for 4 years and have met a lot of people. Living with foreigners is like a roller coaster ride. Anxious but expecting at first, then the bumpy ride comes after. And when it’s finally over; a mixture of emotions - happiness and sadness for that matter, take on everything. Then, the ride starts again when you decide to continue.

I was in my 6th week of teaching in the institution when I decided to be a room teacher with the thought of cutting down my transportation costs and other expenses. This was the only source of income I have since I exhausted my savings in paying for my school fees in graduate school. My first day as a room teacher wasn’t that much fun. Without going much into the details, the room ended up having two teachers, with me sleeping on a student’s bed. 

 I had three roommates right away. I met Koo(23) and Dale(18), Sunday evening. The other student, Allen(22), came Monday morning. They were all accommodating and fun to talk with. However, there's always what we call the first time and the awkwardness was all over the room.  Aside from the orientation I had, I was overwhelmed by the responsibilities I have to cover. Allen and Koo told me what I needed to do in the room including the schedule and rules they made with the teacher before me.

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“Teacher, do not eat too much, okay?” Allen said when we were in a queue for dinner.

 “Why? I am hungry and look, the food is delicious” I said with a smile.

 “Just.” He answered back smiling.

 I was starving and no one could stop me from eating more. It was only after self-study did I realize what he meant. There was a box of pizza waiting for us in our discussion room.

 “Wow! This is what I am saying. Pizza!” Koo exclaimed upon seeing what Allen was holding.

 “Guys, this is for everyone.”

“Thank you. Ah, cool.” I said

 “Brother, thank you,” Dale added.

 Allen grabbed the first slice and handed it over to me. For Koreans, it is customary that the person of a higher position or who is older be the first to eat. This is a sign of politeness. I thanked him and then signaled everyone to eat.

 “Oh, teacher, I am planning on going to Hundred Islands next week,” Allen mentioned.

 “Wow, that’s cool. You are really going to have a blast on your last week huh."  I said.

 “I want all of you to travel with me since it is my last trip. We can call other students also. My girlfriend will be there too.” He added.

 “That would be great. I have been there twice but I can go again.” Koo stated while munching on the last slice of pizza.

 “Alright, I’ll plan and let you know after,” Allen said.

 I was smiling during their conversation but at the back of my mind, I was thinking about how much the cost would be.

Allen moved out that week but promised to come back for the details of the trip. The day came when I had to decide whether to go or not. Since I did not have much for the trip and had to travel to Manila for a teaching demo, I opted not to go. I asked the two guys to tell Allen. Indeed, it was a waste not to join them. We could have spent this time to bond more and have a fun time.

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The next few weeks were spent mostly on free talking and discussion but there weren’t many conversations between us during the last weeks of Koo. I watched him pack and sending day came.